night drinking

i sit with my first drink of the day* hmm i can't help but feel like i'm missing something

lol missing something like what
*i sit down and wave for a scotch*

*i sit my drink down and look at taz* you. that necklace on your neck give it to me. it's my trophy so the world will now what i have done.

i will never give you whats most important to me.

*laughs* didn't i already take that from you.

yeah you took xane..... you took my one love in this world.
*i reach for the bottle of scotch*
but this crystal i have to forever remind me of what i lost.
and he will still protect me somehow....with this crystal....its powers are his way of always protecting me.

*laughs even harder* i can't even drink now,after listen such grovel. those are defiantly the words of weakness. the same words he xane would have said *laughs* love what is the point of such foolishness.

weakness? love is more powerful than you can imagine....
your weakness is that your so cold hearted that you cant even imagine other peoples feelings.
go sleep with kurai maybe she can show you. *i snicker slightly*

*i drink from my sake* i do not care for love or that women. both only cloud my thinking thus preventing me from quenching my thirst *drinks again* or lust...yes thats it's i have no need for love it does nothing for my lust for power. this is why i shall have that crystal

your lust for power can never overcome the power of love
*i start to drink from the bottle*

i shall my lust for power will not be silenced by your blind love for a mere fool *my hand glows black* i assure of this

this love crystal shall never be demoted to a mere trophy

*the bottle in incinerated but the darkness in my hands* o but they shall. now do not resist

your worthless desire for a mere material trophy shall never overshadow the power of love

love has no power. it is merely the pinnacle of weakness. *stands up* prime example is the foolish self proclaimed savior of yours. he spent his entire meaningless life trying to drown out his weakness by trying to save people, then when he failed. he would just Turn his pitiful failings into an epic of self sacrifice... No doubt driven by your own selfish desires. i believe zk said it best

your cruelity shows that you have no place for love...without love you are an empty shell of a being. nothing. useless. worthless. you are worthless. you serve no purpose but to take up valuable oxygen that is needed by lifeforms actually condusive to emotion.
*i pick up the scotch bottle and stnd up*
your not even worth my words. you who would devalue a life in that way. you really are a monster.
you will never be get this crystal because you cannot understand what it means to me... you wil never understand its true purpose.
*i walk out randomly sipping the scotch from the bottle*

*i sit and grab another bottle* humph fool your words do not hurt me. i have all i need *the hellfire sprouts in my hand* power and that is all i will ever need. calling me a monster is just a complement to my power *i away the hellfire* weakness is the hearts true essence *i shadow warp away*

*a note floats to the ground as zeik warps away*
to understand your weakness can only make you stronger

*i shadow warp back in to geta drink and notic the note is in my normal seat.* o whats this *i read the note* i have no weakness women *i burn the note and begin to drink*